sábado, 26 de março de 2011

That's just messed up

these days it came to me out of sudden:
nothing would never make me happier than living of art.
And by art i mean plastics and photography. And maybe publicity and fashion photography.
I would make money out of it. And it would be the best part of my day, you know, photoshooting, or building scoulptures and installations, painting...
i could work as a curator too, you know? in a museum or any cultural institutions. I'd love working at FUNJDAJ. My grandpa used to work there and he says it's quite lovely. Quite lovely is good for me.
-how was your day today, dan?
-quite lovely.


I will work with design, wich does not make me frustrated, you know. I can still take photos, and i get to work with computers, that's fine. In design i can work with interiors design, and that's amazing, there is this assignment that the teacher gave to us, he told us tu make a report suggesting what would be like if we had a common room in our building. Well, i did the report, but i couldn't stop at that point. I sketched up the room in my laptop, put some colors, played with it a little.
After some inspiration research, it got really good. I could work with architecture if i wasn't such a disaster in maths, and i have no patience for that subject anyway, but interiors would be more for me, not architecture.

I love photography. There's something about it that gets me close to my feeleings and myself when i try to get a good angle. I would do it for the rest of my life.
Publycity, fashion, artistic, experimental, documental. There are so many types. Speaking of wich, here's my flickr account , if you care at all.
I want to go abroad, nothing else is holding me here.I mean, my family is ok with the idea, and i guess my friends will have to wish me the best, if they don't, well, can't have everything in life, right? that's one thing i've learned(one of the few).
Maybe i can get a job in the area, i really want to have my own money. I mean, it's good, right. It would help a lot, i can see my parents doing a lot of effort for me. And with some extra money i could buy my own things,mostly for work, because they are mostly expensive.

rigth now, i want a nikon d90 and a mcbookpro. So far, it's about 9 grand(both things). I really need extra money!!
and i want a nikon fm10 too. And some film for my Polaroid. It would be quite lovely. I love analogical photography.
Anyway, i need lots of stuff for arts school, material, books. They all cost a lot.
Anyone who knows anything related to jobs with arts, pleas make me know.
I must sound so desperade. What the hell, i am desperade.